My mother is a something of a Jill-of-all-trades. She teaches
piano lessons, does occasional work for a friend in real estate, and runs the
books for an automotive shop. She also rides a Harley and plays in two rock
bands, but that’s another story. She trained as an accountant in college, and
for as long as I can remember she has done freelance CPA work, which means she’s
had an office in the house. When I was little, the office was equipped with a
desktop computer and one of those printers that printed on that fabulous
green-white-green-white lined paper. I used to sit on the floor and peel off the
perforated edges.
As often as I could possibly manage, I would retrieve a
hot-pink floppy disk from the filing cabinet and climb into Mama’s deep purple,
faux-leather office chair. Concentration. I loved
that game. It was memory and wheel-of-fortune all at once – you had to
remember what pictures were on the other sides of the cards you’d already
selected and when you found a match they disappeared, revealing a series of
images that represented syllables and inevitably included an awl. The goal was to
guess the phrase before you made all the cards disappear.
There were disks with other games, too. Bubba enjoyed Oregon
Trail, and I guess I did at first, but I always wound up dead from dysentery
and I came to take it as a personal offense. Mama also bought us a learning
game called Treehouse – I remember her being so pleased to have presented her
children with such a technologically advanced educational activity. I enjoyed the
speed typing games and vocabulary builders, but I was inevitably drawn back to
that hot-pink floppy.
Of course Mama’s desktop wasn’t the only
technology in my childhood. We had two televisions, one in the living room and
one in Mama and Daddy’s bedroom. When one of those got turned on, it was an event. Every Tuesday night, Daddy and Bubba would watch “SeaQuest” while
Mama and I watched “Murder, She Wrote.” On Sunday nights we watched whatever
made-for-TV movie was on the basic network (we never had cable). Commercials
were spent running around to get a snack or go to the restroom, and someone
would holler “SHOW” real loud when it came back on and we’d scurry to our
seats. Not having cable never seemed to be an issue at the time, but as I got
older I realized that I missed out on some cultural references that are still a
big part of my friends’ lives today.
We moved to a suburb when I was in fourth grade (1994), and
that’s the first time I remember technology in school. We had typing class once
a week in the computer lab, and I took a lot of pride in getting high-speed
scores. Beyond that, though, I don’t recall using computers as part of my elementary
education.
What I remember using that computer for was chatting with friends on AOL. I would sit for hours and chat—I was right at the age when girls stereotypically become big phone-talkers, but synchronous chat completely replaced the telephone. For whatever reason, I never ventured into other online communities like chat rooms, though I knew they existed.
As I got older, technology became an increasingly central
part of my life. My parents bought me a
cell phone when I was 16, and I have had one ever since (I have never owned
landline). I continue my parents’ tradition of avoiding cable, but I have
always owned a TV and I frequently watch shows through Hulu and Netflix. Facebook
made its entrée into society my freshman year of college, and it quickly
replaced AIM as my way of communicating with friends. I have moved around a lot
since then, and Facebook has become a crucial part of maintaining distance
relationships.
The ways in which I use technology for entertainment and
communication feel completely natural, but even more natural is the way I use
computers as tools for writing. My
early enthusiasm with typing class and speed-typing games seems to have established
a connection between writing and the computer that is irreversible. I rarely
write by hand, and in fact feel uncomfortable doing so for anything longer than
a grocery list. But something even stranger has happened—I feel as though I think best when I am typing. I nearly
transcribe interesting meetings or classes, and I always “type through” ideas
in a freewrite style. It is as though my learning style is tied to typing—instead
of being a visual or auditory learner, I am a textual one, but not in the sense
that I need to read to learn. I need to produce
words to learn. And whether it is a symbol that represents a word or letters
pressed by my fingers, to me, words exist on the screen.
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